I'm starting to get fade up of myself. Not knowing how to make things right anymore *tears*

"Money is hard to earn. Life is hard to live. Love is hard to stay. "- my quote of the day.

Why do I suddenly feels like my love is fading away. Why do I feel insecure everytime when he overspent? Or he just doesn't care about our future plans anymore? I was harsh, yes I admit. But why can't he try to change? why why why??????????? Just that one lil tiny part .. pls :(