Monday, September 7, 2009 Y 11:35 PM


A Stressful Sahur

Money is just everything nowadays innit?? Damn it! what happen to those quotes? "Money can't buy love" and blablablaaaa...

After Sahur this morning, mum was talking all about her future son in-law's criteria. She wants me to get whatever I desire now before i get married and if possible she wants me to get someone like my brother in-law
(Does that mean she doesn't like my bf now??? *tears*) . My sis doesn't have to work for anything. You get what I mean?? But the main point is.. is my dearie sister all happy with all that she has rite now? :(
Mum just doesn't want me to be the one paying for all my family expenses in future. Which I don't want it to happen either. But we can always share to make things work right. That's the main reason why we both have to work.
(OH GOD I NEVER KNOW IT'S SO HARD TO LIVE NOWADAYS!)

My brother started just like Hafiz himself. And look at him now! He manage to have a very happy family of his own. I hate talking about people relationships or marriage cuz I haven't get till that stage yet and only God knows how good/bad it will turn to be later in life. Anyhow, a mother's instinct is always right... *tears* she's still my mum.. and I only have her rite now and I need her blessings.

Dear Love,
I don't what anything to get in between us sayang. I know it's hard to survive out there with what we have now but I wish and I really wish we will have a better life in future. I never wanna spend my life with anyone else but you. We went through alot together and I'm not gonna give up. Nomatter how harsh her words can be at times, I just need you to be patients and respect her. Just remember, when I ran away from home, who does she call to bring me back home. You wasn't it? Cuz she has the faith in you. We just give both our family some respects and Insyallah we'll get their blessings. I love you Mohd Hafiz and this comes straight from my heart. ♥