Sometimes, i just don't understand these few bunch of people whom I call friends. I just don't know what do they want in order someone can be consider as A FRIEND.

Honestly, this scenario isn't new for me. It happens ever since primary school. Good friends all turned into foes at the of the day. At first, I tried to understand, was is just me that I tend to loose friends most of the time? I guess I was by their side most of the time. I even sometimes put them in front rather than my family.

Probably the problem is me I guess. That's why I loose them. Is it just so wrong to be busy with work? finding money for my own satisfaction? for my mum and future? Or is it just so wrong to have my bf to come back home early just so that he will have a good rest before he go to work the next day? Or is it a crime to spend my precious time with my bf whenever I have the time? (FYI.. my time is like so precious.. since I have to work 6days a week and shift basis whereby my BF works 9-7 everyday). Must I be the only one who have to start texting and calling them to ask them out?

Sometimes, I just don't understand, a few of them would just feel so offended for some reason which I don't know WHAT IS IT? I don't back stab my true friends..but why must they? treating people like an outsider? as if we don't exist there..like hello... when you need help.. to whom did u turn urself to? ME ME n ME. Whenever THEY ALL NEED HELP.. why must you find ME.. if i am such a bad friend huh? sigh..

I know who my real friends are.. if you wanna play the "idiots with 2 faces game" yeaa.. let's do it! but unfortunately i don't have time to play that stupid game which only immature will do. Get a life! Try to be real friends rather then US all backstabbing each other from behind and pretend to be BESTFRIEND in from of each other. pfftt!